sorry.. i know i'm not the kind that will you know.. like say everything that is in me, not because i dont trust you all ok? just that sometimes i dont know if i want to bother you all with it or i dont know whether i should say, and sometimes the occasion just makes it hard for me to talk about it.
but thanks for everything ya? saying everything out really made me feel better (sorry again that i couldnt manage to repeat the whole story again though), but you can ask qing and xy about it. i was really emotional this afternoon and the night before but now its so much better.
ky and i are not exactly broken up yet now.. he said he wants to try this again. we'll see how k? i dont really have much confidence, but i'll give another shot at this and see how it goes. i'll tell you all when anything changes k? not to worry, i'll really really update you guys over the dinner table or when we're together.
*hug* thanks so much for everything..
*hughughughughug* love you guys (: